It's like... [She taps a finger to her chin as she thinks.] It's kind of a lot all at once! But in a good way.
I have such a hard time talking about things. I mean, talk about being Captain Obvious, am I right? But I've never really been at ease with myself and the things inside my mind. I like to think I put on a good show of being confident and cool, but the truth is that I'm just kind of a broken person on the inside. And I never wanted anyone to realize that.
[Is she going too hard? Is this too much? Those doubts still swirl in the back of her mind, but it's so much quieter now. Subdued. If there's anyone who'd be understanding of a devil-induced feelings dump, it's Venus.]
It tore me up so much to never be able to open up to anyone. I even kept some of that from my moirail while we were together. You know, the one person you're supposed to be that open with? And now... that fear is still there, but it doesn't feel as much of a problem anymore, you know? Like I can finally start trying to move past that.
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I have such a hard time talking about things. I mean, talk about being Captain Obvious, am I right? But I've never really been at ease with myself and the things inside my mind. I like to think I put on a good show of being confident and cool, but the truth is that I'm just kind of a broken person on the inside. And I never wanted anyone to realize that.
[Is she going too hard? Is this too much? Those doubts still swirl in the back of her mind, but it's so much quieter now. Subdued. If there's anyone who'd be understanding of a devil-induced feelings dump, it's Venus.]
It tore me up so much to never be able to open up to anyone. I even kept some of that from my moirail while we were together. You know, the one person you're supposed to be that open with? And now... that fear is still there, but it doesn't feel as much of a problem anymore, you know? Like I can finally start trying to move past that.