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wingstosee) wrote2019-11-24 06:04 am
wingstosee) wrote2019-11-24 06:04 am
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(is your dad even god i don't know how your satan stuff works)
it's ok that you freaked out
i was a dick so it evens out
oh yeah?
you don't have to explain it if you want
but i don't know if i'd get it because satan stuff
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he’s my heavenly father and all that stuff but i’d rather die than call him dad. you know?
it’s just gross. he’s such an asshole.
anyway this was just my normal human dad
he was just always...
i think he was worried i’d be bullied or something?
but all that means is he was always telling me how men were supposed to act, and how i needed to man up
you know. that kind of stuff
and when i stopped trying to be a guy and just let the devil in it was like
i realized how shitty all of it had been?
so...
haha. i’m rambling again huh? sorry
i guess the point is having to deal with two dicks was just a shitty reminder of all that
that’s all
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OH
holy shit that's what you meant
i didnt even realize you used to be human
fuck
but i kinda get it
my mom was similar
used to tell me to just be a normal boy that i was disappointing my nonna's ghost or some bullshit
sorry i didnt realize how bad it was for you
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sometimes it's easy to forget just how many people don't really get that?
where i'm from the devil is a lot different, i think
yeah that kind of sounds like mom alright.
we didn't do the ghost thing though? i think that's probably more catholic. maybe.
she'd just mention how disappointed dad was, and how god had a perfect plan and we needed to work towards it
gross, right? totally gross.
it's ok
i mean, it's not exactly?
but i'd rather it be ok than worry about it and always feel weird and upset
so. it's ok
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it really puts shit in perspective
mine really just said shit like "your nonna is rolling in her grave" and "you're spitting on her soul" it was dramatic and stupid
but yeah. gross. fuck them honestly
well. it's ok that its not ok too
but i can leave it alone if you want.
just
i can kind of relate
not 100% obviously
but i kinda do
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and i'm glad things make more sense?
like. for real.
you have to be pretty crappy to become the devil, but i kind of like it more when people actually understand just how bad it was. you know?
and i think... for now it's just gonna be ok that it's not ok.
maybe it'll be actually ok in a few days?
who knows. i kind of get distracted and forget everything if i just wait it out.
it's definitely a lot more ok than it was yesterday at least.
did that make any sense? it just looks like i said ok like six times
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guess that's food for thought for another time tho
nah
i understand
it's fine
thanks for talking it out with me
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like things aren't shitty if you're a good person who does everything right and stays friends with the good kids and stuff like that
that's kind of the problem. god's great and all-forgiving and all as long as you're one of his faves
it's the others that get thrown out with the bath water
and uh. i'm pretty sure i should be thanking you?
i just kind of assumed you'd be someone i needed to avoid forever, so it's nice to know that you're not actually a giant asshole.
or that even if you are, you're at least nice to talk to sometimes?
which is basically the same thing, so. you know
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fuck it anyway what's god ever done for me
oh no don't worry im actually a giant asshole
but
anyway
i dont know how long you've been the devil
but i've been around the block so to speak so
anyway. i'd rather be someone you can talk to if you need to than not
if you want
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i mean. technically he did create you?
like, he's a jerk, but i don't want to underplay that part.
but also, that's not a free pass to be shitty, so like. he can fuck off. haha
oh, uh.
about... a year? maybe?
i got kidnapped to the last place like. literally two hours after it happened
and my girlfriends never showed up
so i'm sort of just winging this whole thing.
(haha. winging it)
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sure i went to the afterlife but who the hell knows what that means if he lets someone like ME in
too many standards and not enough standards
what the hell
holy shit do you have wings
also sorry your girlfriends aren't here
that sucks
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also wow. i've never even been to hell?
like i figure i probably would've seen it pretty quickly if i hadn't been kidnapped but you know
also i totally have wings.
they rule? i love them
do you... want to see them or anything
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i never got wings in all of my furry time here
fuck yes i want to see
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[ click! the sanguis moonblessing is over, and thank fuck, because it means venus just looks like... you know. venus. glowing bright and steadfast, fair and slender, and with hair just a little too long for where it should be - someone needs a cut, bad. ]
Check this out. [ and one by one, her wings extend outward - a hundred eyes on each watching the camera and everywhere around it. it is, quite frankly, sort of awesome. ] What do you think? Pretty cool, right?