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[wingstosee]

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[buttonmashes]

you're right
i shouldn't be

you know i'm from space
you know what we were doing up there?
they sent the least human of us up to see just how much more human they could be
i was vat-cultured and grown in a lab to fight their existential war and shoulder their dreams and reach for their stars
and for what?
they just threw us away the second they had wrung everything from us
these humans who got to be human for free without ever having to struggle for it
they saw just what we could be and refused to accept it, and they decided that because i'm from space and not earth that i'm not human enough for them? that i'm something else? something other?
something alien?
fuck that

i'm not human
i'm not good enough for that
and i don't ever want to be

[wingstosee]

...
i wish i could show you her voice.
you'd be a great devil. way better than me.
maybe you already are?
i don't know

let's figure out some contract stuff okay?
i don't know what all we're supposed to say.
i've never really done anything like this before

[buttonmashes]

don't say that
don't think that youre less than you are
what you've done is something truly beautiful
and i'm still trying to reach for it

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me neither
ughhhhh
it's just so creepy >:((((((((((((((((
i don't want anything that's even remotely like me owning you, that's so screwed up
i want something as permissive as possible

[wingstosee]

haha. if you say so.

i mean i don't think i really want that either?
or maybe i do, but only if you don't act like it.
like does it really matter what our terms are if neither of us cares