Venus ♀ (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
wingstosee) wrote2018-11-10 08:33 pm
wingstosee) wrote2018-11-10 08:33 pm
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i sort of figure that people can see all of this if we're not super careful.
i guess it's okay if they do? but you knwo.
anyway yeah same
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they tell me not to do something, of course i wanna do it
but anyway that's not what i'm here to talk about
what if
UGH
okay
hear me out
what if you
contracted
with me
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i wish i could be half as cool as that. i just sort of try to do things when they tell me not to now and i still look dorky
anyway uh
i mean. i guess that'd be
pretty nice?
or something
why, did you have
like
ideas for it or
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have you seen me, i'm a huge trash fire lol
i was thinking like
you know
i don't want you to think i'm the kind of person who's going to demand total obedience or exclusivity or anything
so maybe something really, really lenient?
i don't care about establishing rules or punishments or stuff like that
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but like. a cool trash fire.
you have flame decals on and everything
oh
oh wow you mean like, an actual. contract
we're doing this? are we actually going to figure something out
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if you want to???
if you don't want to then i don't want to
1/2
like i kind of don't because it's weird and this place is gross
but also the idea of contracting with you is kind of hot??
2/2
i just mean that like
you're cool! and you're not a complete asshole
so it'd be really easy to
you know!!!
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you think being mine is hot?
[HA HA THAT'S GAY VENUS]
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oh my god
how did you make THAT hot???
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i don't think i've ever met someone who is that cute while flustered
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are you just teasing me??
is that what this is
that's so rude!!!!
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i was trying to think of like. contract ideas
if that's just you teasing me maybe save it for when we've both found someone?
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i'll stop
i didn't start off with the intent to tease
this business is so outside my comfort zone so I started joking around and i'm sorry
but im serious about a contract with you.
if i can help you in any way in this place
i wanna do that.
you get me?
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you were just teasing about the other part?
sorry. i'm still sort of surprised you actually want to do something like this with me so i just sort of assumed?
i'm really sorry.
uh.
i don't know how much help i'll be
but i'd really like to go along with you.
you're sort of the easiest person to talk to i've found here?
and, like...
you get it. you know?
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youre cute and fun and easy to get along with
and like you said
you get it.
more than anyone else here, you get it.
if i'm gonna HAVE to contract up with someone, i'd want it to be you
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i guess it's just
it probably doesn't make sense but you're one of the first people to ever say stuff like that to me?
there are two others and they're not here.
and they're devils like me. they're weird and bad and don't fit in god's perfect little world either
so i don't understand why someone like you is being so... nice?
you shouldn't be human. you're too good for that
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i shouldn't be
you know i'm from space
you know what we were doing up there?
they sent the least human of us up to see just how much more human they could be
i was vat-cultured and grown in a lab to fight their existential war and shoulder their dreams and reach for their stars
and for what?
they just threw us away the second they had wrung everything from us
these humans who got to be human for free without ever having to struggle for it
they saw just what we could be and refused to accept it, and they decided that because i'm from space and not earth that i'm not human enough for them? that i'm something else? something other?
something alien?
fuck that
i'm not human
i'm not good enough for that
and i don't ever want to be
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i wish i could show you her voice.
you'd be a great devil. way better than me.
maybe you already are?
i don't know
let's figure out some contract stuff okay?
i don't know what all we're supposed to say.
i've never really done anything like this before
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don't think that youre less than you are
what you've done is something truly beautiful
and i'm still trying to reach for it
...
me neither
ughhhhh
it's just so creepy >:((((((((((((((((
i don't want anything that's even remotely like me owning you, that's so screwed up
i want something as permissive as possible
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i mean i don't think i really want that either?
or maybe i do, but only if you don't act like it.
like does it really matter what our terms are if neither of us cares